Wow! I have so much I want to say – so much to write about. As I’ve said before, I only wish I could type as fast as my brain spits thoughts out.
First, the closing of 2018? Christmas? What?….. What? How did I miss your leaving? Where did you go?
I feel like I missed you completely, because I was in a weird vortex of medical “Lord knows what,” which now it seems completely surreal: A minor cold, getting caught in snow storm without a hat on, which led to Strep throat, which likely led to being on antibiotics a bit too long, which led to a severe allergic reaction, which led to a reaction to the meds used to treat the allergic reaction, which led to being put on a med containing Sulfa – which I’m allergic to, which led to a blistering rash on my wrists, which led to thinking it could be Shingles (for a second time in my life), add frustration of walk-ins being closed, more snowstorms, unavailable wheelchair taxis, and ohh yeh, a short supply of available attendants due to holidays, a few quitting, new hires not following through, and on and on. That’s how I missed you! I’m so sorry I missed you! Advent, my favourite season, you’re a Blur. Christmas Eve Service, I’m glad I saw you, but I missed so much else. And 2019, you snuck in without me even realizing it. I’m glad you’re here. I hope we’ll get along. But 2018, you left without a proper Good-Bye. I’m sad about that. Overall, you were good to me. We did a lot of “firsts” together and I wish we could have finished on a much more upbeat note. But I do thank you for all that we shared. It was awesome and amazing. Thank you.
2019! Right, lets do this! Bring it on!
feeling frustrated.
